I just feel so utterly helpless to change things in the world, but I so desperately want to, need to. I cannot imagine living in this world I’m stuck in if I don’t at least try to change the horrible things that go on in it, but I can’t go on living with all this anger and frustration and never-ending feeling of helplessness either. But I’m also stuck in a vicious cycle, because all of those feelings have made me feel exhausted, too exhausted to get up and actively work to change things, except on tumblr. And really, posting about these things on here is, or feels like it is, preaching to the converted.
Ignorance is bliss. But I can’t just go back to it.. and knowing is driving me insane.